my words….

hey my blog!! uda lama bgt g gak isi nih blog..beberapa minggu terakhir adalah hari2 yg lumayan berat bagi g, coz g hrs prepare some teams to welcoming the new students for my faculty…and..it’s really hard to do..

Thank God, the teams are fulfilled with people who has commitment so i just trust them to do the job…beberapa hari yang lalu mpe hari ini, g bener2 dibuat binun ma masa depan g yg lum kliatan titik cerahnya, one of my friends told me something about his life after graduated from the university and he talked about the salary which makes confusing and struggling in my heart.

Then, today is graduation day for all my seniors in my faculty and suddenly i think that my life in this university is such a retreat for 2 years, after that we’re separated each of us, so how about my relationship with my friends?my brother and sisters in there?my special persons?

i still don’t know yet… T.T
it makes me sad and confuse…

Lord…What i’ve to do now…??
I just want to walk in YOUR path….

waw…seminggu ini gw bener2 cape bgt, uda mau dkt holiday malah byk assignments yg due date + kerjaan gw yg nguber2 gw scara mdadak dan btubi2….rasanya tuh bnr2 losing power bgt..klimaks nya pas hari klamis pagi sebelum gw ikut doa pagi gitu di kampus, gw blg ma Tuhan, "Lord…I’m tired, please help me to through this week…".

Praise the Lord bgt, pas doa pagi gw bnr2 diingetin lagi bhw gw bisa smp kyk gini tuh krn kuasaNya yg begitu smpurna dan gw diingetin lg spy meresponi kasih dan kekuatan yg Tuhan kasih ke gw dgn mlakukan sgala sesuatu yg gw bisa lakukan…gw bnr2 terberkati dgn Yoh 15, yg intinya kita gak bisa berbuat apa2 di luar Tuhan, kekuatran dtg dari TUhan…

Tuhan gw emang luar biasa bgt, Dia syg bgt ma gw walo g da buat DIA kecewa dgn khidupan gw…Thanks my Lord for everything…Dia selalu ada buat kita, itu janjiNya…so, do not fear!! surrender all to Him…

My Lord…please show me Ur way…i still don’t understand what i have to do for this case…My Lord…i need Your answer and direction….Please give Ur ear for my ask…it’s quite hard for me…Maybe all of my friends don’t know what i feel now…However, i still try to be focus with the other important thing. For instance, my study, but after i had finished my study? This case will be appear over and over again…Please Lord…

i don’t wanna go away from Ur plans in my life, i will lay my life at Ur feet and let U hold  my life…Please Lord…i need Ur peace…Please…Please…what should i do to overcome this problem? because many stakeholders will be involved in this problem..

piiuhh…My Lord…please help me to get closer with U so that i know U much more…

Help me…

Thanks Lord…

wwuuiiihhh..!! bentar lagi gw masuk semester 2 nih…siap gak siap…..gw harus siap..dan gw yakin gw pasti siap dan bisa melewati semester 2 ini…coz gw pny TUHAN yg gede bgt…..

mudah2an ja semester ini gw bisa makin dewasa saat ngadein mslh2 gw…mudah2an kepekaan gw dalam berinteraksi gak mbuat gw gampang ngejudge sikap ato suatu kondisi tertentu,…

sometimes i feel that i’m too much use my feelings when i face the problem, i seldom use my logic and i usually use my feelings and believe it or not sometimes my feeling does wrong decision…i’m tired…

i think this semester,, i won’t only decided something with my feeling.. ^_^’

uda lama bgt y gw gak nge-post…yah..itu akibat ksibukan g gitu dh…ohh yaa,,uda pada tau kan klo gw dpt kesempatan dr God u/ kul s2 di salah satu kampus yg lumayan niat cetak guru Kristen?skr tuh gw uda msk 2nd semester gitu dh di tuh kampus,,gw bsyukur bgt God ksh gw kesemapatan kul di situ,,coz byk hal yg gw alami disitu ‘n gw sneng bgt God ksh kesempatan k gw u/ liat hal2 yg gw liat ‘n alami sblmnya..hal baik dan yg gak sesuai firman God pun gw liat,,gw bsyukur masih btahan dgn iman yg gw pny skr…Hmm…kul di sana lumayan…lumayan…berat…tp satu hal yg pasti ‘n gw percaya, God slalu hadir di saat gw lg pusink2 nya ma assignments gw,beda bgt ma kul s1 gw deh…namanya hidup gak lepas dr masalah coz dgn masalah itu kita bisa liat God bekerja pada diri kita ‘n kita bisa liat Dia bkuasa … God itu bnr2 TOP deh…

gw da gak bisa ungkapin apa2 lg bwt gambarin kebaikan ma gw di 1st semester deh…Dia luar biasa bgt…!!! There is none like Him deh…

mudah2an klo lo baca dr crita gw ini,stidaknya ada hal2 yg baik lo bisa ambil deh…coz gw bisa nulis kyk gini jg krn gw uda dpt byk dr DIA-sbg ucapan syukur gitu deh… gw bnr2 mrasa bgt klo God itu emang ADA untuk nunjukkin kuasanya mlalui diri qta..

okay deh…mudah2an g masih bisa nge-post lg deh…

God bless….

dpt beasiswa di UPH nih g,,,hehehe…sneng bgt..God da ksh kepercayaan ma g bwt jlnin ini smua…tp kepercayaan yg God ksh tuh tnyata gk smudah yg g bayangkan…td g dgr2 crita dr mentor2 yg nganterin g bwt lakukan b’bagai hal hr ni…dan i think,,my day in UPH will be my hardest day in my life…coz…akhirnya g mrasa…it’s really difficult to pass…huh…

i really need ur support guys…all of my friends…otak g bnr2 tfokus pd 1hal…g blajar yg bnr,no have fun except weekend..ppiiuuhh…

please pray 4 me yah…mudah2an yg g pikirin skr tuh gak bwt g depressed…wakakakak….

take care guys…JBU

From May 17th-20th 2007 i’ve been to Cianjur to participate in Evangelical Training (Garami Duniamu II)..in there, i had many experiences coz i never met someone’s house to talking about God’s words and never tried to introducing what my church believes in the bible..

in Cianjur,i’ve got more knowledge from how to visiting and knowledge about doctrine..i met new friends in there and share with them about God’s words…

going up!!that what i feel..

and the important thing is…

i’ve realized that my first task in my life beside studying and working is tell to others about God and bring them into God’s way..

JBU aLL…

sometimes…

sometimes i dont know how to say this thing

sometimes i haven’t bravery to say this problem

Sometimes i can’t change my self to be better

sometimes when i’m trying to change my self, theres none appreciate my effort

sometimes nobody else fill my loneliness

sometimes i’m drowning in bad situation and no one help me

sometimes i get down again after i’ve got the spirit

sometimes there is a man upset my days

sometimes when i getting down,there is no one look at me

but fortunately…

i have God

i have family

i have u

in my life…

fill up my loneliness

set up my life

also support my life..

-Liuz-

JBU

wuih…da lm jg gk posting blog..haha..btw g kmrn ni smpt lmyn stress c ma acara yg tim g handle,coz ad trouble dikit,,tp never mind about the trouble,,,coz qta liat bhw acara tuw sukses…hehehe…aduh…g cape jg nunggu medical check up bwt scholarship g…hehe…msh bln juni kyknya…bsk c rencana nya mo k kmps g yg lama bwt ambil legalisir ijazah ma transkrip g..hehe…biz tu baru dh k calon kmps g yg baru bwt ksh tuw legalisir…hehe…

i hope everythings will be alright…hehe…

da gitu gk tau knp,g tuw sk jenuh ma keadaan g skr,kyknya g mo sdikit agak b’ubah dh,,yg pasti jd lbh bae lah…mungkin faktor umur jg y,jd hrs lbh bisa bsikap lbh bae…hahaha…aneh jg y analogi g..wkwkwk….

Yda itu aj c yg mo g critain..haha…gk tlalu pnting bwt lo baca sih,,tp sgt pnting bwt g share ma lo…coz g ini ciptaan God, so hrs bisa b’bagi ma lo org shg hdp g bisa bguna ma sapa aj

JBU

Saturday, MarcH 24th 2007

akhernya g di wisuda jg..gila!! thats my special ‘n unforgetable moment in my life…bkn krn g wisudanya but core value ny tuw God bnr" berkatin g bgt…klo lo mo tau,g bisa masuk kuL bkn krn duit ortu g scra ksluruhan,,tp many members of TJC that help me and give their donation,,believe it or nor…but that’s the fact…

and i was happy in my graduation day coz my parents could came to there..and they saw my unforgetable moment…in that time i thought if my parents has passed away and couldn’t come,whew!!thats bad situation,,but thankful to the Lord coz He stiLL give His blessings..

now…my life must goes on…my future in my hands..

today,this time, iwanna say thanks to:

-My Mighty God…U always help me though i did ‘n fall to sins…

-My Family..all of u are my inspirator in my lifE

-My aLL friends..whos always support me with ur pray

-My donature tht gave the donation to support my study..

Thanks aLL…

God bless u all the time…